Crimes Against Wisdom and the journey back to ourselves.

Surrendering to your humanity

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There’s a concept in Ayurveda that has stopped me in my tracks more times than I can count.

Prajñāparādha.
Often translated as “crimes against wisdom.”

At first glance, it sounds harsh. Heavy. Almost condemning.

But the more I sit with it, the more I realise this ancient teaching isn’t about punishment at all.

It’s about being human.

Thousands of years ago, Ayurvedic sages observed something astounding:
Humans suffer not only because of what happens to them, but because of the ways they repeatedly move away from their own inner knowing.

And honestly?
Despite all our modern progress, endless information, self-help podcasts, supplements, apps, hacks, trackers and Instagram wellness posts…

We are still doing it.

Why?…….Because we are still human.

The Three Mental Errors

Ayurveda teaches that Prajñāparādha arises through three core mental errors:

  • Poor reasoning
  • Loss of self-control
  • Forgetting what we know to be true

I’ve summarised, but you get the picture.

These are deeply human patterns. They don’t indicate that we are weak, have failed or have delved into some evil underbelly.

It can be as simple as:

Making the choice to push through when we know we need rest.
Reaching for the phone when we know scrolling leaves us dysregulated.
Abandoning ourselves to keep the peace when we know a boundary is needed.


We usually know what our body is whispering… but override it because life is loud. Strangely enough, this isn’t a modern flaw. Humans have been dancing with these same patterns for thousands of years and somehow, I find that comforting.

The Hero’s Journey We Rarely Talk About

It’s easy to think that transformation has to look dramatic. A huge breakthrough, a single healing moment or a perfectly colour-coded morning routine and a woman who finally “gets it together.”

But what if healing is actually far quieter than that? What if the real hero’s journey is this:

You leave yourself.
You forget.
You override your inner knowing.
You chase comfort, distraction, numbing, productivity, validation, certainty.

Then something aches.

Your body tightens.
Your mind spirals.
Your digestion flares.
Your exhaustion deepens.

And eventually, if you’re willing… You pause.

Not to shame yourself. But to become curious.

What was I actually looking for there?

Comfort?
Safety?
Control?
Relief?
Connection?
Rest?

That moment of inquiry changes everything.

Because now you are no longer unconscious inside the pattern. You are witnessing it. And every time you return to yourself through curiosity instead of criticism, you come home carrying wisdom you didn’t have before.

Not perfect or healed forever. But transformed, just a little bit.

The Return Home

This is the part I wish more women understood.

Prajñāparādha is not proof that you are failing in some way. It’s proof that you are in the dance of being human. The goal isn’t to never disconnect from yourself again. The goal is to notice sooner, to return more gently and to hold yourself with compassion in the remembering.

Because self-compassion is the medicine here.

You don’t need to bring in more control, punish yourself or become “better” than your humanity. The answer is actually to deepen your relationship with it.

Ayurveda reminds us that wisdom is not something we endlessly seek outside ourselves. It already exists within us.

And honestly? There is more information inside your body than you will ever receive from an Instagram post.

Your symptoms speak.
Your exhaustion speaks.
Your cravings speak.
Your resistance speaks.
Your nervous system speaks.

Inquiry is simply how we learn the language again.

The Real Invitation

So maybe the invitation isn’t to become someone who never commits “crimes against wisdom.” Maybe the invitation is simply to become someone who knows how to return home afterwards. Again and again.

Each time softer, wiser and a little more connected to the truth of who you are beneath the noise.

That is the journey.

Not perfection.

Just the ongoing, wildly human dance toward balance.

The journey back to yourself rarely happens all at once.

It unfolds through tiny moments of remembering.

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